A funeral for our butterflies 🦋

I admit that i mistook the way you lusted for me for real attention
I wish I could’ve seen who you were and what you really wanted
Before it was too late


I wish i could tell my heart what my mind already knows
You were never worth it
And yet still, my heart yearns like a fool for your touch


There is no greater feeling than finally letting go of someone
Whose smile used to haunt your waking moments and pervade your dreams.

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