..:: GOOD GIRL GONE BAD ::..

It’s been more than a week without you here.. And there’s just one word to say.. I miss you....😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢 And the only thing you could pay me is I guess there’s no place in your heart for me at all....

why i said last?.. Because he’s already finish his contract with mydin. And now we’re no longer in a same place. He’s going to find a new job and meeting a new friend and maybe a new girl crush whichhh wayyy better than me. And here am i... Still missing him. I thought about him all time. Yess i become more focused toward my job now but deep inside, i did it to make me busier...so I didn’t habe to think about him. But everytime i pause, i still think about him 😢 this pain is real...i still can see his present at every glance. If only he can be on my side forever... But it’s just a dream. He’s got his own girl and I’m stupid if I’m hoping anything from him. I dont know if it’s love or what but whatever it is... it is one pure feeling i have towards him..he’s not the dream guy i dream...he’s totally opposite everythinf..but he really have this pure heart that i searcing for.. But it’s over now.. Yesterday, 9/10/2020 was his last day working here. He did say goodbye

So.. this 2 month working is all about him We got too close Tanpa sedar ramai mata memandang and mungkin ramai yg tak puas hati or menyampah Aku dgr banyak cerita mengejutkan Of how he has this baran side. Benda ni sgt mengejutkan aku sampai kena anxiety attack seriuss Of course org tu sampaikan kat aku And ada jugak org taknak cerita dekat aku Gosip mmg aku rasa dah jadi bahan bualan org Ingat setakat tu je tapi hahahaa Ada yg claim aku ni gatal sebab layan sgt dia Sampai dia langsung x kacau org lain Kebabian apakah? Ohhh and ada perbualan bodoh.... Orang: nak mengumpat pasal D jangan cakap tepi sarah.. dia awek D Aku: senyum sambil menafikan (as usual) Orang lain: kannn tapi kesian sarah.. DIA DAH ADA MAKWE. orang bandar sama katanya tak main la dengan org sini. Babi Selama ni dia yg duk kacau aku rapat dekat tapi aku yg kesian. That’s so funny And i feel kinda hurt...i dont know why Either sebab Ayat org tu Or Dia dah ada awek tapi buat depan aku ma