why i said last?.. Because he’s already finish his contract with mydin. And now we’re no longer in a same place. He’s going to find a new job and meeting a new friend and maybe a new girl crush whichhh wayyy better than me. And here am i... Still missing him. I thought about him all time. Yess i become more focused toward my job now but deep inside, i did it to make me busier...so I didn’t habe to think about him. But everytime i pause, i still think about him 😢 this pain is real...i still can see his present at every glance. If only he can be on my side forever... But it’s just a dream. He’s got his own girl and I’m stupid if I’m hoping anything from him. I dont know if it’s love or what but whatever it is... it is one pure feeling i have towards him..he’s not the dream guy i dream...he’s totally opposite everythinf..but he really have this pure heart that i searcing for.. But it’s over now.. Yesterday, 9/10/2020 was his last day working here. He did say goodbye