..:: GOOD GIRL GONE BAD ::..

finally..aku bg kata putus..goodbye. Aku xleh layan sgt benda bodoh ni. Nanti keluar track balik bahaya. Stick with your identity sor!!! of course aku yg pengecut ni cuma cakap undirectly dalam story ws.. which aku buat only share with his number, and dia reply TERBANG LA JAUH2 pun undirectly kat status ws dia. hahhahahahahahhaha literally i just told him that im a loser that'd still love him after a fcking year..wasted. and i told him how i'm not gonna let that feeling to haunt me again. so i will back off. this useless feeling that should die a long time ago i will bring along and shut if off again. like, maybe...give someone who deserve me a chance... like ss........

being professional to your ex...is like.. i dont know. tp since haritu aku mcm dh lantak kau laaaaa i guess i'm good now controlling my emotion. and start appreciating people around me more. who always there for me..

why.. why he act like it's nothing. sebab dah kali ketiga dia reply ws story aku tnpa segan silu.. i reply!! yes. wondering dia ni memang niat nak cool2 member ngan aku ke. or nak tebus kesalahan nak berkawan or nak kacau aku lagi or bosan tgh takde awek or sebagai sparepart dia bila gaduh dgn awek dia arghhhhhhhhh!!!! aku cuba nk jadi professional. tp kau tetap dgn perangai acah ayat sweet kau. pergi mam!!!!! kenapa aku nk kena sibuk fikir babi!!!! why? this one weird feeling only come when dia text aku. sedangkan si ss yg baik hati or si r or acik all doesnt feel this way. i guess it's because the last love.. that it still hurt.

it's some what we called it empty.... and even i tried to fill it.. i failed.

the worst thing... aku masih.. that my heart still skip a beat.. when i see your name. even nothing refer to me.. and it's still a pain when you text me.. like my broken pieces of heart is nothing. hari ni...aku ternampak dia ada post story ws. after lama gak ah tak nampak (sumpah i thought i already delete everything about him) well, ade la tu aku save nak berjaga2 kot dia call aku tiba2 (aah, pernah terjadi). so, hahahhahah hati bodoh ini masih seperti dulu. berdebar untuk apa bodoh? saja up gambar makanan pagi tadi....dalam pukul 12 kot ada masuk ws EX : sedapnyaaaa as nama yg aku save. aku taktau la dia ni bodo ke hilang ingatan ke apa. bodoh, buatkan aku nampak lemah. hhahahhahhhhh aku pulak serba salah nak reply ke tak. well, of coz jgn reply... walau serpihan hati ini dah tak sempurna lagi...takkan aku terima balik the lost pieces. yg mungkin akan pergi lagi bila2 masa. biar hidup incomplete begini...

no more for me to wait wait for you to make my dream come true i had enough hoping for you just like normal guys who have feelings me without you you went through it just happily i want you to know this pain, you'll never feel my words hoping for you just like they were before my loyalty in waiting for you just like how it being loyal to me but finally i let you go and continue my journey without despair my wait will go on waiting for a love that will never exist